A few days ago I finally announced my social media accounts amongst a few people I felt safe enough to share it with. I had been postponing doing that for a while and it took me a lot of courage to finally pull the curtains. What was I afraid of?
It’s what being an author is, you say? I agree. Unfortunately this doesn’t make it less scary. But on the contrary to my beliefs, nothing bad happened. I felt supported and acknowledged, not judged at all.
What a relief! I can only hope for such a warm welcome when finally publishing my book and happy to have these people around me to soften the punch.
I must admit, I have felt a bit lost and not true to myself when making my first two blog posts. When searching for ideas on what to write about, I went for familiar topics I had surrounded myself with in the past year, ending up writing about… well, writing. Not very at home with the topic yet, I decided to share my experience navigating the new world, encouraging other aspiring authors to keep going. But most of my followers aren’t writers, are they? They are my future readers I want to connect to. Now, having real people in front of me, I finally see what I want to share with them. Another fear resolved by taking the leap of faith, being rewarded with clarity and focus instead of guilt and shame.
So bare with me as I find my voice in this blogging world, fluttering between writing about struggles of becoming a writer and stories for future readers.
I'll get there, I promise.
- Jete